Just tired of it...

This is what it feels/looks like to us. Over 3 years, District Court, Circuit Court, ICA, Supreme Court, what seems like the above paperwork, despair,anger, hope, obscene amount of money we will never, ever see again, sadness, faith, unknown territory and having to learn legal terms we never cared about before.

Being so tired of it we actually feel that physically we can't go on, asking Lauren if she wanted a piece of bread (she can't have it), forgetting that Geoff and family will be gone next week, leaving keys on the top of the car, sending the wrong check in the mail, finding out that there are probably more microphones facing our house, not sleeping, not sure what day it is, trying to continue working because he can't retire, unable to explain just how horrible it is.

After all of this...we had hoped that they would be gone when we returned...5 days...they should be...no one can tell us for sure.

Just want it over.